At work, staring at the call monitor, praying I don’t get the call that I know is going to come in while I’m writing you.
I don’t know what it is, but somewhere along the line I got this huge anxiety at work. I think it’s around when we introduced our sales goals and quotas. I just hate being a salesperson. I can do it, somewhat, but it’s not something I excel at.
I want to ask my boss to move me to the offline team: a team focused on clerical work and correcting orders. That’s the sort of thing I’m good at, that I enjoy doing.
I just have to wait for the right time…which, might never come.